If you are not paranoid...

                          you are crazy.

Tuesday

How to know you're getting old- your first thought is 1996?! Legal to drink!? Wouldn't they still be in junior high or somethin?! 

• This morning I was out of allergy pills but I did have some nasal spray. Being fearful that my allergies were really about to act up I did 4 shots of the nasal spray.
• It feels like my heart could explode.
• Honestly- plus I'm nervous and shaky.
• I could not be more disappointed in a coworker than I am right now.
• It is easy to figure out who you can like at work. It is important to know who you can trust.
• Zac and I walked all the way around Sunshine Lake this past weekend 11/19/2017.
• Recently I saw a parakeet in the parking lot at work. It was a little surreal.
•  I had a theory- As Louis CK goes- so goes the rest. If he is forgiven- there is hope... 
• The reality though doesn't sound very forgiving for him though at present.

When Somebody Says, It Isn't About The Money They Are Either Lying, Misinformed Or Very Naive

It is always about the money.

Thursday's Thoughts

• A friendly acquaintance is smokin hot but man- she is as crazy as an outhouse rat.
• The attention I get when around her is kinda fun and funny I guess but to all the dudes who presume we are together but who also presume they would be better for her and wish we could trade places- you cannot handle her kind of crazy.
  
• A new chapter is about to start in my life and I am excited for it but also mildly terrified.
• That is life I suppose.
  
• I could live in Colorado or New Mexico and make my thing just exploring those two beautiful and interesting states.
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• A nursing buddy helped me with a blood draw recently by withdrawing tubes from the holder as I maintained the needle. As she did this she inadvertently rubbed her bewb on my arm. It was the softest thing I have felt in a while. It was like a silk bag full of kittens who were chubby with baby fat.
• No lie- my knees went weak.
• I need to get a girlfriend or get married or something.

Next Blog Foray

"O repertório do meu show é feito de muito couwtry sertanejo, vaneiras, xote, pé de serra, além de músicas românticas sertanejas e internacionais; também não pode faltar o sertanejo raiz como guarânias. São 5 horas de show para dançar e curtir" Adriana Medeiro

As I knew we would be tired after attending the reenactment at Fort Richardson State Park and doing a night hike following it and to just get out of the house- we stayed at Butterfield Depot motel in Jacksboro last night.
I over thought that decision at every level.
It was expensive- 71 bucks.
It was loud. One neighbor turned the TV off at 9:38 the other sometime after 12:30.
The water in the bathroom was lukewarm.
The piece de resistance was the safe?! that started chirping at 5 o'clock this morning.
I am literally and honestly more tired than when I went to sleep.
I am exhausted.
True Story
The End
PS: a safe? A safe?! Why the &^%$# a safe?!