Thursday's Thoughts- From An OLD Draft

• Most recent compliment by text: "Me and my daughter both think you're hot!" I'm really not sure what I think of that- on many different levels.
• Had to walk out of my favorite place to eat tonight- waited ten minutes and my drink order wasn't even taken. Zac could not understand though and I spent the next twenty trying to explain it to him.
• When I get tore up or my life is upended in one way or another I invariably spend a bunch of time inventorying my life to that point and even write lists out of my strengths and weaknesses and then make a list of things to improve myself and things I want to accomplish. Sometimes I get sick of hearing myself during the process- and that's what makes it work. I'm able to go about my business at some point relatively soon and be a better person for whatever it was that had been tormenting me and literally put it behind me.
• Still surprises me when an elderly person is not ready to accept the death of either themselves or loved ones. I always wonder, where have they been the past 70+ years?
• A recent patient of mine once had coffee with Gutzon Borglum when he was a boy. I wonder if his family knew that and how awesome that is?
• A previous life was rerun in a dream scape the other night. The images all had a 3D quality. Some were based on real favorite pics from that period others were like snapshots of real memories for which I have only recall and no pictures. It was set to a Goo Goo Dolls song.