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Thanks for spending your last few hours with me now I'll sleep and have more time with my family since you left before my relief.
You had A Good Death- if there is one.
Sometimes when I come in early from a case Zac hears me, awakens and puts on a whiney boy sound and says something like,"Daddy, here- I needs shoo now."
I say,"I needs you shoo!" and we watch a movie or play.
I may go knock some stuff around and make a racket so we can watch Pinky And The Brain.
A good death is the best one can wish for....
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Sometimes I wish for those times again....
x
I want a good death, of course, but not for some time yet.
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