Sunday, August 9, 2009

Tired Hospice Nurse Pre Bedal Post

Understanding more as time goes on the old adage A Good Death and while every persons is different and personal I'm including family response in that idea more often. A relaxed, comfortable, pain free death in your 80s with three generations at your bedside reassuring you and each other- offering words of love and encouragement. All believing the person will soon be reunited with a spouse of 60+ years who waits for them in heaven.

Thanks for spending your last few hours with me now I'll sleep and have more time with my family since you left before my relief.

You had A Good Death- if there is one.

Sometimes when I come in early from a case Zac hears me, awakens and puts on a whiney boy sound and says something like,"Daddy, here- I needs shoo now."

I say,"I needs you shoo!" and we watch a movie or play.

I may go knock some stuff around and make a racket so we can watch Pinky And The Brain.

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    Sometimes I wish for those times again....

    x

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